Posted by Lou Pilder on May 5, 2013, at 10:02:32
In reply to Lou's response- » lillabella, posted by Lou PIlder on May 2, 2013, at 22:06:19
> > Has anyone really figured out why some of us have seemingly 'opposite reactions' to psychotrophic meds?? Is it something to do with our synapses firing or not firing? A depletion of neurotransmittors? Is there any help? I ask because I have these opposite reactions to 99% of all meds and am therefore treatment resistant. I will mention a few:
> >
> > Prozac---major anxiety/wanted to jump out of my
> > skin--and it lasted for 3 days after one
> > dose!
> >
> > Wellbutrin---only med that made me ++suicidal---+
> > hostile and agigtated in a manic,dark
> > way...
> >
> > Lithium--- super manic in a black way--aggressive,
> > angry and hostile. Had amazing energy
> > could not even pretend to sleep but
> > hated everything and everybody!!!
> >
> > Seroquel----see lithium
> >
> > Effexor--- major insomnia and anxiety
> >
> > Topamax-- hostile and angry and *STUPID* could not
> > function at my job and again manic!
> >
> > Nardil--- Manic in what I thought was a good way
> > but really off the wall in highsight
> > + huge weight-gain/water retention---
> > looked like I was 9 months pregant!
> >
> > Parnate-- somewhat manic but felt good inspite of
> > nodding off when sitting still but hey
> > it stopped working! or I would still be
> > on it!!!! I miss the parnate a lot!!
> >
> > Amitripyline-- major shakes and tremor
> >
> > Paxil---------felt drugged and dazed
> >
> > ALL of the Stims---feel like a zombie/zero
> > motivation or drive/want to lie
> > in bed all day and sleep
> >
> > My diagnoses is Bipolar Disorder with Attention Defecit Disorder.
> >
> > I have been at this game for a long time and following this board since the early ninities. Right now I am deeply depressed and not sure what to ask my doctor for next week. I currently take a small amount of vyvanse because in spite of everything I can focus somewhat better with it even if it saps me of any drive I might have except to lie in bed and read. I also take zoloft to help with depression but I still cry everyday and rarely get out of bed.
> > I take some clonazapam which helps with my anxiety and insomnia.
> >
> > Does anyone have any suggestions as to what I might augment the above meds with to lift the depression and give me some energy? Yes I have tried all the anti-convulsants plus lamictal plus gabapentin etc. etc. None of them did a thing.
> >
> > Please help as I feel so low right now and don't know what to do. Why is it that meds stop working?? I would love to try nardil with a small amount of vyvanse as strangely vyvance acts as an anti-manic for me. But I know my p-doc won't go for it. A cry for help...thank-you
>
> lillabella,
> You wrote,[...has anyone really figured out...Is there any help?...right now I am deeply depressed...please help..A cry for help...].
> I could have you delivered out of your depression, unshackled from addiction, and into a new life where you could sing a new song. But there are members here slandering me and defaming me and posting false accusations toward me, all allowed by Mr Hsiung and his deputy. This could sway you to discount what I could say to you. But to make it worse for me to help you, Mr Hsiung has posted many prohibitions to me here that prevent me from posting what I need in order for you to be free. It would come from a Jewish perspective which is prohibited for me to post as revealed to me. And even worse, the poster under me here has falsely accused me of posting so that my name appears frequently. That is allowed by Mr Hsiung, which could keep you from getting the help that you want, from me at least. If you want to see more of the hate that is allowed to stand here toward me, go to the admin board and see how Mr Hsiung is in concert with the members that are using this forum to post hatred toward the Jews and myself, even Mr Hsiung using the epithet against me as The Prince of Death.
Did Scott's post here make you think twice about responding to me? If so, I pity all the readers here that are allowed to be swayed to discount what I post, for I have come here to save lives, prevent life-ruining conditions and addictions, and show how one could have a new life, free from being scared about that the drugs could kill them, or to induce a mind-altered state to compel them to commit murder, even mass-murder or kill their own mother.
Lou
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