Posted by rjlockhart37 on March 26, 2013, at 23:59:20
i've had this in the past when i was on ativan 2mg....during emotional turmoil periods....my doctor prescibed it....it calmed me down, but it made me get over emotional of my life, i was sedated, but this sadness stayed.
And like right now, took zyprexa, and it calmed it but its causing trigger memories of ebing abandoned, emotional that i never got to have a regular social life....its really bad right now....this is not suppost to be happening with zyprexa...my thoughts are slower....but the pain is excasurbated....couple days ago i got near drunk and had to layed down because of too much to drink...after 3 hours of alcohol induced sleeping...i woke and the pain of being abandoned was .. bad... i can't really put into words what its like....like knives twisting inside, barren feeling. I felt fine today, yet now at night is when the memories of being rejected, made fun of...it plays over....its like becoming who I am...and i don't want to sit around and have pity parties.
i want out of this helpless trapped state...i want out of it....and as long as i talk about it, it doesnt help it so deeply ingrained in my memories.
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false beliefs
poster:rjlockhart37
thread:1041168
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