Im not having a hard time as some have suspected in the other thread.. I mourn the damage but tell you what: I feel free now that im almost meds free.
Maybe i take another 2mg tonight, maybe not... who cares.
Summer is returning in germany. I have reasonably good mood, i get out of bed in the morning..
Folks, i wouldnt believe in all those illnesses the psychiatrist wants you to believe are existing. Alot of them just dont. I feel like i am freeing myself of a cult. There are parallels if you think about it.
Psychiatrists sitting in their offices saying stuff like "Most people have something, unfortunately most dont get treatment for it". WOW.
Anyway.. I feel this is it. This is trust in myself. This is the end of drug dependancy.
I have to say.. some nurses have alot of civil courage.
They screamed at me "stop hiding behind diseases that dont even exist and stop doing everything some Psychiatrist or Psychologist says. Do what YOU want". Haha.. they cured me!
Peace
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this signature | Show by default | Change to hide (next time)Bipolar, mixed and mostly (very) depressed. Severe PTSD
Inclination toward "delusions" of persecutions mostly by my father.
Parnate 20, T3 60, Agomelatine 25, Geodon 20, Melperone 50