Posted by Lou PIlder on February 27, 2013, at 15:44:13
In reply to Lou's response-crosrowdz, posted by Lou Pilder on February 19, 2013, at 20:13:35
> > > I've been taking 600mg of Trileptal a day for mood stabilization and it seems to work. I also have trouble sleeping, so I find that benedryl or atarax (hydroxyzine - old anti-histamine) seems to be great for sleep.
> > >
> > > But, as usual, I have an awful lingering depression. I have no enthusiasm for anything.
> > >
> > > I tried taking a low dose of Adderall, but oddly, instead of giving me energy, it made me very emotional and I ended up even more depressed and crying. This is not what I want.
> > >
> > > I'm not sure what the answer is. SSRIs don't seem good for me. Not sure if a low dose of Geodon - like 20mg would be good or not. I worry about the heart issues associated with Geodon.
> > >
> > > I feel like my brain has turned to mush. I've gained 10 lbs, I don't work out, I have no enthusiasm to do anything. I feel like I'm not living life.
> > >
> > > I don't know what to do.
> > >
> > > sheilac,
> > You wrote,
> > [...I have an awful lingering depression...I have no enthusiasm...This is not what I want...like my brain has turned to mush...I feel like I'm not living life.I don't know what to do...].
> >
> > Sheilac,
> It looks like you are at a crossroad, and there are different ways to turn and you are wanting to know which way is the way to life. And darkness is upon the face of your life.
> And which way will you be led to the light that dispells the darkness? Which way will lead you back to the green fields that you used to know? Which way will lead you to a restoration and healing of your soul? Which way will you be led to be by the streams of still waters? And which way will lead you out of the Valley of the Shadow of Death? And which way will lead you to be comforted?
> I have been at the crossroads. And I did not know which way to go. And there was a road in the darkness that has a faint light that I could see. I went toward that light. And behold, a Rider on a white horse. And I asked how one could follow that road in the darkness. And He said to me, "My word is a lamp unto your feet and a light on the path to life. Walk while you have light, lest the darkness come upon you, for he that walks in darkness knows not where he goes."
> Lou
>
> S,
There is a river. This river has the Water of LIfe. And when you drink of this water, it changes your life to a new life, free of depression and addiction. This water you can drink freely, without price.
>
poster:Lou PIlder
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