Posted by rjlockhart37 on January 22, 2013, at 22:43:12
so....did something dumb...started indulging my intrests in the paranormal on youtube...stupid music in the background made me jump outta my seat...had to x it out. But i don't know if some posters here rerember back in 2005-04 maybe i went into real bad confusion states, fear, mental confusion, felt insanity coming....actually now that i rerember that was a horrible time. Its like there was something nasty coming from another relm that was influecing things..
i was also on Wellbutrin at the time....wellbutrin is not good during anxiety states...it will make you jump through the roof...not kidding...plus adderall i think thats a obvious explantion to half of it....but really that time was horrid, laid on the floor in the living room with the revised standard bible next to me...opened....lol my parents moved me in there... because i thought evil spirits where in my room....but lookin back at all that. That was all in the mind, it wasnt real, every feeling was coming from the mind....not outside or external. But like the silly me that does silly things, watched a video....couple min later i thought i was having that same attack i was having 7 years ago...mental confusion/fear/panic/ so i guess no more spooky movies for me....never want to reactivate that panic state of hell
well its 10:38om....usally at night is when i post these kinds of posts....during the day my mind is not really active...it should be...always at night is when dopamine levels increase...everything seem so much more intresting at night, the net, reading, all that stuff....
anyways well...i don't know exactly how this topic for discussion maybe its just good for reading...lol
thanks for reading...
r
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false beliefs
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