Posted by alchemy on January 7, 2013, at 12:46:59
Sorry, i will probably be posting here more. I have thought about applying for dis many times because it is so hard to work witb depression and no motivation. But i knew that for me it is also bad to be in my head too much. Because i received a warning, i am securing my job for at least a month by applying for disabilit through work.
My life wasnt suppose to turn out this way. And as i have mentioned, this has pretty much been my life, although i have at least been able to push myself to at least get myself to work and suffer there.
The anhedonia might b the first problem of being at home. Too hard to do anything. Too hard to do things at work as well. Usually the loneliness and cabin fever should come a.little latter.
Unfortunately this wont really be a healing time that some people need. Its 30 years of tx resistance. And ive been jobless before. I also feel like my cognitive ability has declined. I know i should volunteer, etc. Everything so hard.
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