Posted by rjlockhart37 on December 28, 2012, at 14:41:53
i've been browsing being bored, i ran across this source again of the symptoms of it. I do show signs of it....its social impairment, unability to make friendships regardless of intelligence on subjects. I have always wanted to go out with people, and have close friends, but fear of rejection by people thinking im a nerd because of subjects that are not really intresting to other people. I can have a persona and mask it for a long time....but it takes too much energy to keep it up. I am so depressed about this, when i think about going to the prom....white ballons, everyone smiling, that's over with and I have to let it go....but i'm 25....i stay at home because i feel secure, and not vunerable to insults....this really gets to me....and then my second opionion diagnosis was disorganized schizophenia...vary disorganized thought process, but usally those people can't even care for themselves....in their own world...i am normal, i don't hear or see things...expect for sensing spirits....which is what mediums and psychics do but im not one of them either.
The spirit world ... its like they help me to get back to normal, living, i get these messages that i don't have to be afraid...this energy force that will charge up....its vary hard to explain. I have done skeptical anaylsis, about events going to happen....and they happen in couple days to weeks....later. You see what im saying, that's how i realized this is not a mental imagination. Doing stuff that is difficult, the energy force. But anyways, enough with silly stuff.....
this is what i found on aspergers....and I do show similar stuff to it... but I hate being labeled some kinda of autistic person, not that there's anything bad with it....its just people are considered like their mentally retarded...i would NEVER accept that label, I am in the proces of trying to get away from it. People, usally young people make fun of retards....but i've learned to be quick to avoid being made fun of.
This is a source i found....just tell me what you think...even though i may sound as off as i can....i need support...i dont want to be alone from society.
http://www.minddisorders.com/A-Br/Asperger-s-
disorder.htmlthanks for reading....
r
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false beliefs
poster:rjlockhart37
thread:1034084
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20121217/msgs/1034084.html