Posted by brynb on December 27, 2012, at 23:35:40
In reply to Re: @ jono + SLS - brynb, posted by Phillipa on December 27, 2012, at 21:51:08
yes, it's bad--I've spent the week in bed. I can't even cry. I'm taking my Librium all day long to sleep. to make things worse, I lost my unemployment but gained two writing jobs, only I can't get myself to work on them even though I don't need to leave my apartment to do them!
I'm also pms-ing, which sends me into a tailspin. I don't want to quit & I have hope that things will get better but it seems so far away. I'm trying so hard to keep a brave face for my family but clearly when I'm holed up sleeping & not showering, it's a hard to maintain. my pdoc hasn't called me back & I think I'm going to embark upon the arduous task of finding someone new.
what's worse is I truly believe we create our own realities & that I could really push through this right now, BUT, I just don't have it in me at the moment. I have no strength right now.
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