Posted by rjlockhart37 on November 28, 2012, at 23:56:23
couple hours ago...talking to someone online...i can go well four maybe an hour and then totally go blank in the coversation and its like im retarted or like some mute or something...it tears me up because i want to still talk, but the motor speech skills collapse....making me have no speech, and people start looking at me wierd.
its something, maybe a nuerological issue...my doctor always thinks im worrying too much, and says its my head...and that is a nightmare in itself when people don't take you seriously...
that feeling of people start talking about you behind your back....and then when you know about it they say your paranoid and play the conspiracy game...walk in the other room and start gossip or just saying how much they dislike you. Social dishonesty I think would be a term.
nothing really can be done...posting here is only for reading purposes...but i've gotta vent somewhere...
thank you for reading...good night
r
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false beliefs
poster:rjlockhart37
thread:1032113
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