Posted by PrettyLady on October 31, 2012, at 10:42:48
In reply to Re: F U Prozac and 5htp and... serotonin crazy makers » PrettyLady, posted by phidippus on October 29, 2012, at 21:33:47
Well the anxiety, panic is still really really bad. I wake up early and it's like every sound causes a panic response in my chest. I pray with it, try to ignore it, it doesn't help. I wake up over and over. Yesterday I had a really bad emotional breakdown. My poor parents sat on either side of me while I told them over and over I was sorry, that I screwed everything up. Full on nutso status. This stuff really breaks me apart because I try so hard to will it away, to pray it away, to accept it and move forward, and it always takes me down. It's like chronic pain. I'm trying to pray more, to believe I'm going to live through this somehow.
My thoughts are is that I need to get back on an antidepressant fast. I requested Remeron from my NP at my University, because I think it's the least likely to cause me panic. I was wondering what maybe Eric thought about that?? Right now I'm having to take Ativan a lot, just to brush my teeth or study. This is putting me in a further hole. So I think antidepressant fast is good, right?
thank you.
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