Posted by B2chica on September 28, 2012, at 11:48:44
In reply to Re: generic zyprexa complaint » B2chica, posted by phillipa on September 28, 2012, at 11:28:06
my dx has gone back and forth so many times they stopped trying to name it.
goes between agitated depression, psychotic depression and bipolar (mixed).i feel its generic because when i've been on name brand (even lately) it helps. and i get back to feeling normal. when i'm NOT on brand h*ll brakes loose.
yes the anger was noted mixed episode thats' why pdoc originally upped zyprexa to 10 (had sample from him took it fine) then went to generic didnt work, spending, so went down to 5. ok then down, went back up to 10 in generic, went nutso, back to 5 and upped perphenazine.
i'm more with reality but still feelings of paranoia, that people will know what i'm thinking so they try to say what i'm saying in my head. They want me out of here. my visual illusions much better today. only slight. NOTHING like they have been. and reduced from anger to high anxiety. but still really irritable.
i have had triggers lately. but took them in stride thought would be ok.********************
and ya i'm curious what personality disorder he think i have too. he didnt say.
hell i know and everyone who knows me knows i'm neurotic to the core so that wouldnt suprise me at all.
but i get it honestly, have dad with ocd personality and mother borderline. so go figure.
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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