Posted by Christ_empowered on September 20, 2012, at 16:38:20
I haven't taken an AD in...2 years, maybe? I took one for psychotic depression (celexa, 20mgs) along w/ 30mgs Abilify. It was OK, until I got so tranquilized I was literally doing *nothing* all day.
I'm now on 30 Abilify and 900 Neurontin. I like the Neurontin. I wasn't quite aware how much tension and agitation I had until I started the Neurontin. Now, I'm feeling much, much better.
That said...I'm still socially phobic as hell. Barely leaving my apt. I want to get back into vocational rehab, get a job, all that, but...
...agitation, sadness, anxiety leads to what I suppose is some sort of depression. I feel awfully nihilistic (is there a pill for that? lol) and a little spaced out.
Any recommendations? I'm already trying to lose weight, so remeron is out unless my doc decides to use a higher dose, which she probably won't. Keep in mind that, over the long haul, SRI drugs dull me out too much, which is why I avoid them when possible.
I'm not deep in the throes of psychotic depression anymore, but I do think I could use something to get me to the point that I'm actually able to do things and benefit from vocational rehab and..life. Getting a life would be nice.
Thanks
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