Posted by rjlockhart37 on September 8, 2012, at 23:17:50
In reply to Re: eric... » rjlockhart37, posted by phidippus on September 8, 2012, at 15:23:43
i've been on mainly dextroamphetamine for a long time...it worked well...increased my thought patterns, it didnt solve some of my social or thoughts that torment...but it increased the structure of thought, this period without being on a stimulant has been rough making me feel I can't have a stable conversation without moving to topics that have no relation...my current issue with my pdoc is she thinks I have a thought disorder...before that it was disorganized schizo...and before that it was an autistic condition called asbergers...i would never take that label...and before that it was ADHD...and all this stupid rediagnosing has been a big pain in my life because doctors just sit and intellectize and don't even recognize the main point...maybe the'll come up with epilectic condition next....its annoying.
My tendancy to redose with stimualnts later in the day is more prone...I know drug people who are litterly prescibed 150mg of adderall...5 30mg daily...its crazy, but they go to certain doctors and certain pharmacies. I mean if I was given another chance with stimulants, I have to say I don't think I would take it because my mother is the big mouth that goes into the session and discloses im abusing, if she's not allowed in she faxes and calls the doctor...its like a fly rat...vary annoying. But still, I have to have morality to take medication as prescibed, even thought there alot of people who take more...there all out there, if I can dispose of my mother then maybe thing will be better.
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Fanapt 16mg
Nuvigil 250mg
avoid false lights of enlightenment, paticulary flattery...
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