Posted by Phillipa on May 29, 2012, at 10:20:37
In reply to Re: What Is Passive Suicide? » Cecilia, posted by SLS on May 29, 2012, at 8:07:22
As for myself and having seen many many pdocs over the last 15 years as wasn't anything but mildly anxious til then. I was first diagnosed with thyroid disease, then chronic lymes disease, then menopause, hormones taken, not synthetic bioidentical and of course thyroid meds, I was in many group theraphies and saw numerous therapists over the years. Was in the hospital once for a month to treat anxiety and then get pic line for IV rocephin for lymes. At the time after lumbar punctures my extremly high ANA led to both infection control doc and rheumatologist treating me. It was suggested that I could have a "mish Mash" of many autoimmune diseases. Still to this day test positive for lymes. But even after calling the health dept in this area was told it's impossible so they refused to add me to the data line for lymes. One doc slammed the written positive for 6 bands of bordella sp? on his desk and said forget it you don't have it. I was on 250mg of luvox and felt good for a few weeks. Ad's never helped me. Benzos did but not no longer work. The trauma I've experienced is from the medical profession and their uncaring attitudes. I do believe that life circumstances play a big role in at least my situation. Having a husband who regrets marrying me as he's 13 years younger than me also doesn't help as he holds it against me that I can't do what he can. Also I warned him that I would age quicker and that the age difference was to big. He didn't listen and in a weak moment I married him. And Bingo one week later I was sick for first time in life. Now pain when doing anything is biggest factor so attend PT again today which don't want to do as last time the guy said if no improvement it can't help you and in three more weeks he will decide to send me back to the neuro surgeon. Also need the crown now and no dentist will call back as cash only and they know only haved medicaire and united healthcare. Oh my husband is still holding me responsible to pay for his two years a go. $800 after paying for two insurances for me on SSRI leaves me with not much to live on. Let alone medications. Enough stress. Phillipa
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