Posted by b2chica on May 1, 2012, at 8:12:00
pdoc was very nice and fit me in as last patient last night. i feel bad i made him stay late but i went cuz i cant work like this.
but he wasn't much help.
i feel the last couple times i went to him he's saying that my symptoms 'dont make sense'.
that it has to be psychodynamic.
all he did was take me off zyprexa and wants me back on perphenazine (which we could have done over the phone and i didnt need to waste $80.i feel frustrated for the first time with this pdoc.
i do think some of it is psychological. but, well here i go again. crying already and its only 8:00 am. how the h#ll am i supposed to get through work crying all the time!!if its all psychological wtf am i supposed to do, just Live like this?
i Cant! i Wont!he wants me off zyprexa in 4 days so by the end of the week i only see myself worse...
***************a couple weeks ago i applied for a different position at work.
now i'm second guessing it. i have some leaway here since i've been here so long and my bosses are aware of my mental illness. but in a new position i doubt i'll have that.i'm screwed.
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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