Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on April 21, 2012, at 16:12:27
I have to say, reading of all the bullcrap and the unintelligent responses that are vary childlike, I just wished I could remove these posts, some of my posts where somewhat accurate but it was accompanied with alot of drama that did not make much sense, and now it is the most loathing feeling to read these posts from the past. My posts currently are much more cleaner expect for the recent post I posted about Lucifer coming into my thoughts after smoking cannabis which could of been vary well a pyschological expierience, and nothing to do with the spirutal relm. Still, I do have to say that It was vary real, and I had thoughts that where not my own.
Seriously, I just need to say that I am sorry for all the mess I created in the past that disturbed people, and sometimes am in the process of changing the tone of posts to be more civil and understandle. I mean, really saying sorry is not a vary good means of erasing the past, but its the only thing I can provide until I can change my posts to relational and not cause attention for something that is not valid.
My current medications are still under a process of work, and It will be a long time until I will be able to function and do research like a Scholar, my career gaols are the following:
1) Financial Anynalyt
2) Acting
3) Brokerage
4) Scholar of Relgionbut I will not be able to achieve these until I am taken care of, and please don't ask me if I'm waiting for a stimulant, its not all that I have to put my thoughts together and make a willing choice of what I am going to do for the rest of my life.
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