Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 16, 2012, at 14:30:12
I just took my Nuvigel this morning and nothing. This is the same thing that happened with Wellbutrin and Strattera. They had "No" effect what so say over and for some reason when I take medications, they "don't" work its like there not even being absorbed into my system. Unless my body has a automatic tolerance to anything that is put into the system. It's like its not passing through the blood brain barrier. All supplements I have taken have no effect. I've taken Kava, Valerian, alot of things and still nothing. I am very frustrated with my system rejecting meds. Is there any kind of solution for this, its so hard to understand because I have no idea what the chemicals in my mind are doing, there's no awnser for this. There's only theories that can be thought of.
Listen I am so sick of expecting something to work and then when I take it nothing happens. I am ... very unhappy with my body for doing this. I am looking for alternatives for stimulants and when I try them, if there not amphetamines my actual body rejects, or has no effect from them. I am very angry, and disappointed. Everything I have been trying fails. No one understands how miserable I am. I'm like Job in the bible, his friends would critize him and not listen to him, people won't sympathize netiher anything else. And really I am left with low options.
It all depends on how smart you are to figure something out and I need to start thinking of solutions rather than problems. I don't use my head, my IQ from the testing results is actually an 86. I'm below average in figuring things out. These tests throught the computer questioning diagnosed me with Schizophrenia. I DON'T have schizophrenia, I have no thoughts of talking to people or seeing things that don't exist. I am not this. My psych report was negative. The psychologist that tested me wrote really intense comments about me moving my hands throught my hair and used things I told her against me for the diagnosis. She wrote down "everything" I told her and used it towards my diagnosis with Schizophrenia. She said that I said i felt "tormented by spirits" and that is connected to the diagnosis. Anyways, that's not that important. What's really bothering me is the psych report in general and I feel I have done alot of things in failure. I have got to start thinking for myself and taking responsiblity and also finding a solution to the problem and solving it. I just have alot of trouble getting out of this mess I am in. I've been to DARS and all those psychological tests are on file and its really gonna effect what kinda job I get.
I need to come here for help. I need resources. This is not any kind of urgent situation its just feels like everything I've done just "sank" into the ocean.
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