Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 15, 2012, at 22:52:38
Well, by this time you should already know that I can't take a stimulant but I am taking Nuvigel 150mg soon to go up to 250mg. I told my doctor all about my sadness spells and thoughts of suicide and thankfully It got her attnetion and she took me off wellbutrin and tried the provigel. She told me they first try strattrea, then wellbutrin, then Progivel, then which this case doesnt apply to me...Stimulants like Focalin and Concerta. She said she saves the amphetamines for the last options in both depression and ADHD. She told me this should help with functioning. I have no idea if I will ever go on Focalin but I do believe that I will one day.
People discriminate me here because I am known as a substance abuser and I'll abuse any thing I get my hands on. That's not the case. I just believe that things will get better. Right now all this hell I'm living in is going to one day end. I'm not going to think of anything dark like suicide. That doesnt mean that I don't feel suidicdal and think the world has ended which I feel alot. And even post misery.
I am very thankful for soltice for telling me about DARS, and please tell me more so I can have the resources to end this misery.
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