Posted by b2chica on November 8, 2011, at 15:02:45
In reply to Re: holy crap manic..., posted by Raisinb on November 7, 2011, at 17:10:19
i've spent another 150.00
bought curling iron, wave iron (deal on BOGO), and some make up supplies.
and a purse and a wallet and a coin purse.
and another top and bra.yes there was that bet and no i did not get it. i too thought it was me just getting my money this way. and maybe thats so, as everything i am buying i need and will use.
but its the compulsion as Raisin put it that's bothering me.
its like i get Obsessed about it.
Yes sped up, hard to talk sometimes.
can't concentrate on ANYTHING.
gaga not even touching what i'm feeling. i want to do Everything.
and i don't feel a BIT guilty about any of it. (ding ding thats the key for me)but i also think that it id the anger thats driving the buying.
thing is i've Got to stop, its not like I'm never going to have to pay these bills when they come in
its sad that i've racked up a $400 bill on my kohl's card and i don't even have the card yet!
just a piece of paper says i signed up.i am better today, not NEAR the 'energy' but compulsion is still here. though not as bad. guessing its just taken zyprexa a bit longer to hit.
terrible hard to get up in the morning to exercise though. i finally made it this morning but only had time for 20min on treadmill.
ugh.
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