Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on October 6, 2011, at 18:00:40
Well, its gonna be a long time before I hear back from DARS. I'm still waiting and I don't know whats going to happen. I want to get out and have the money for insurance. I know its not going to just come to me and no footwork be done.
But listen this is what I do mostly all day long. I stay at home and am in fear to make desions for myself because it's like a i don't know how to make choices because im so stuck to this house I stay in. Now, I know people are going to tell me to go to the library or get out of the house but its very unheatlhy to stay in my comfort zome for years. This is the result of feeling comforable. I have achieved nothing expect satistfy my comfort of doing nothing. I am very much in a self-loathing state and am discusted with myself. I mean I just don't know how im going to get out of this hole. If I had psychostimulants they used to force me to work and do things I read books wrote my thoughts down in a journal. And when all that was taken away i lost alot of my intrest in life.
I'm looking for apartments that are in dallas, fort worth, TEXAS. To be specific...I live in keller, texas. If you want my address babblemail me. If someone can find me a deal here, PlEASE let me know. My babblemail is on.
At this time I just need some support and I dont want to waste your energy and time. Someone told me about volenteering but I have thoughts of like its a waste of time which ITS NOT. BUT im just looking for something that's going to pay for me to help me get out. I have to wait on DARS im on the waiting list. UGH!!
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