Posted by Solstice on September 19, 2011, at 22:11:39
In reply to Re: Please visit me in chat, lonely :-( » Deneb, posted by SLS on September 19, 2011, at 7:29:01
Scott -
You didn't address this to me, but thank you. Deneb wasn't the only one who needed to hear it. I did too.
Solstice
> > Please try to accept me for who I am
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> Who are you, then? What is it that Deneb accepts about herself that she would like others to accept as well? Psychic pain? Social isolation? Stunted cognitive growth? Are you incapable of change? Don't count on me to remain silent and support any suicide plans that you may devise in the future. Under these circumstances, what or who you think you are is of no concern to me. I would try to save you, anyway. It is hard to accept a dead Deneb. It is also hard to accept a hurting Deneb.
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> > I'm so sorry.
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> I think that your saying, "I'm sorry" for your self-distructive behaviors is of little value to you or anyone else. You are a recidivist who remains content to make the same mistakes over and over again. I don't think it is important enough to you that you grow into a happy and functional adult. You are doomed to remain the same unless you do something different under the guidance of people who specialize in treating your condition.
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> I don't think you are losing friends at Psycho-Babble. People like you, and try to support you. I doubt that too many people are mad with you. It is more that they are frustrated and weary of trying to help you in vain.
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> I am not here to destroy you. Think about it. Why should I bother writing anything at all?
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> Today, your life begins anew with the rising of the sun. It is an opportunity to grow and make positive changes, both inside and out. It is up to you whether or not the sun sets on the old or on the new.
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> - Scott
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