Posted by B2chica on August 31, 2011, at 20:49:02
In reply to Re: embarrassing sexual question, posted by Lepus on August 31, 2011, at 17:29:37
i am normally kinda prudish. i mean my thoughts are there but when it comes down to it my history gets in the way of 'action'.
but today especially, Honestly i was ready to jump the next guy that entered my office!!! it was bad. i mean i was really ready to have an affair and totally ruin my marriage and mess up my family and something i could never forgive myself for.. but then again maybe when it came actually to it i wouldn't have done it?
maybe i need more perphenazine? im at really low dose (tranquilizer) at 2mg BID.
Lepus i completely agree that i think this IS related to my menstrual cycle. I just am SO aroused i hate to say this outlaid but i get totally wet when i'm around one particular guy at work. were really close, he's like my best friend and we actually broke a boundry and talked about sensual things sat night.i think that kick started it. now when im around himwhen quite frankly i want to JUMP him. (man this is embarrassing).it sounds like a typical bipolar thing, but vie just never be that severe before. i couldn't even pay attention to my boss as i was fantasizing about some guy and me getting it on the caressing, the kisses, biting his buttons off and ripping off his clothes!..wow i beter stop.
i have two types of anxiety, one in my head and one in my gut. this one has been all in my gut and body, fear the extreme butterfly in tummy sensation, almost to nausea. but no energy (other than wanting to jump someone)
i think i can be pretty sexual demanding at times. its like i'm someone else at those times though. someone with extreme confidence, i'm demanding and almost forcefuli do believe this has to do with hormones and cycle.
thing is, i keep fantasizing about having an affair with a doctor, one of my doctors, or a new therapist. you know something safe. where i KNOW he wont tell anyone.
Dinah i like what you said about the nerves being extra sensitive. i do have hyperarousal about things around me.
but everything else isnormal. no sleeping issues, just anxiety in my gut and throughout my body. nervous wrek everything makes me freak out, overreact. cant make decisions.*******************
i really want to thank you for all your comments.
and you extreme sensitivity. i was embarrassed to even post it. cuz this is NOT how i am. its not me. but its SO strong.
lets just say i set the kids up with a movie and dragged my hubby into the bathroom tonight. i couldn't stand it.
he didn't seem to have a problem with it :) so all is good for now
i sure hope its not this bad tomorrow. i'm so afraid that i cant control my actionsits that bad.i called pdoc but cant get in till sept 12thso who knows what state ill be in by then.
thank you all.
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