Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on August 23, 2011, at 18:57:02
In reply to I need someone here with me to help with meds, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on August 23, 2011, at 18:40:21
I have to say that dealing with this illness everyday is a hazard. All the time im thinking of the correct stuff I can take that would just make my day and make me feel much better. I mean I would love to go to Parnate but my doctor thinks its a last option use and it has too many side effects. Some one posted about volenteering and how it would make an impact in my life. And I have to say when I was reading it didnt sound like a bad idea and I still am willing to look into it but the thoughts of substances and using diffrent things to get away from the current sitiation im in is very strong. I don't drink alcohol because it basically makes me feel like sh*t. I hate it.
But im asking for some help on moving out like...ugh, im repeating myself. I'm going to do the same thing over and over again. It's insanity. BUT I'm looking for a better way of life and drugs and other things are not going to get me there. They may change the way I feel for a while but there not going to improve my way of life. I could be sitting in dead parking lot and wasting my time with something that is not natrual way to have fun. I need sober fun. I need psychobabble to help me move out but I don't want to be a leache or someone who cries for help then when the REAL stuff hits no one listens to you anymore.
I just feel trapped and I know if I work with some people here maybe we can get somewhere. But as far as anything getting off the ground. Nothing has happened. I'm waiting for the job interivew to call that I had earlier today. I hate to waste your time. I'm obessing and rationalizing.
All I need to know is what to say to a doctor. NOT MY doctor. She's smart but she's just a quack. Sing along with me. that needs to go work somewhere else and make other people miserable. Misery doctor. Sh*tty.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6-j8D_nwaFsAGAIN yes!!
Anyways I hope someone can help me.
Matt
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