Posted by B2chica on August 18, 2011, at 10:13:38
In reply to Re: Maybe this is as good as it gets..., posted by Phillipa on August 17, 2011, at 20:51:39
my dear husband. though well meaning at times is convinced i'm "addicted" to my medication and everything i suffer from is "in my head". we had this argument...AGAIN night before last. i mean, 1) how many times can we have this arguement? and 2)how can i even argue this?
i mean in the true sense of the words its true. i NEED the medication, though i'm not technically addicted, my brain doesn't function 'normally' without them...(and some cases even with them).
and technically it IS all in my head hence where the brain is...i told him he has one week to decide. and if he truly wants me off the medication i will do it.
now. i am no fool. i personally know exactly what will happen to me. But at this point i'm willing to let that happen. as i dont care anymore. and this way any adverse effects or permanant damage i obtain will be on his hands.but maybe...just maybe it will be enough for him to see that i DO infact NEED the medication. That i am as best as i can be on them... all of them.
i will see what he's decided on sunday. and to be honest, its given me a slight lift these days. i feel better almost having a decision on hand.
i'll post back next week as to my/his decision.
b2
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