Posted by B2chica on August 7, 2011, at 16:22:30
In reply to so what the _ do i do now, posted by B2chica on August 5, 2011, at 14:16:33
ok. so im thinking more clear.
i do think he was off his game a bit. he normally jokes a bit with me but he was all joke when we met. that was not helpful for me as i was crying most of our appt.also, he did have to reschedule our appt for the morning since he had to leave out of state for a week that afternoon, so i dont believe his full attention was truly on things.
i do believe he was partially right. however there were things i dont think he took into consideration. 1)it was morning and i've never had a morning appt with him, i am better in the monrning. 2)i can ALWAYS 'look' the part of fine if i need too. 3)i think he forgets that i get 'aggitated' type depression too, that i have energy but its negative -usually most vulnerable for injury attempts.
and 4)i may not need to switch meds but i DO need to augment with something. because if basically no change to my regimine is made and my 'issues' are still present...how will things change???So i made an appt for 2 weeks.
if my mood has not drastically improved then i will suggest med change. if it has slightly improved then i will suggest augment (maybe at least Try deplin). Then maybe TCA before MAOI.
If MAOI i'm thinking Emsam first due to least dietary restrictions...then Nardil...*********************
But i can tell rightnow that my external stressors are a bit better (or at least in perspective now), family health is better. did enjoyable weekend with my babies....
and depression feelings still here.
anhedonia, lethargy (i want to crawl in bed and stare at wall), i have that grey tone to my world, and it is physically hard to smile.so wish me luck in living my 'half-a-life' for the next two weeks to see how things go.
i at least hope that my lethargy takes over my aggitation.
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