Posted by alchemy on June 26, 2011, at 12:53:00
I have a pretty good job but have only been there 4 months and my resume has breaks for the last 3 jobs. I am single and the place that I live is sunny, nice, and good for my mood. Old things grose me out, and I feel more "trapped" with small apartments and hearing people.
Going to work for a few hours is good for me to good out, but the rest of the day makes me feel psycho, watching the clock, and miserable. I recently actually started taking some alcohol to get throught the last part of the day. And I am not a drinker. (nor an addictive personality). I also wonder if the agonizinig time at work is worth being able to pay for where I live. (my car is a piece of junk, but I don't really care about cars)
I don't qualify for short-term disability because it's pre-existing, nor fmla because I haven't been there a year.
I guess that leaves me with disability. I am going to have to get ECT. How do people afford to live if they are single with barely any money? I've alway pushed myself to work, but it's getting too much. And if I do get better, my resume history sucks.
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