Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on June 19, 2011, at 13:51:08
I know I'm 24 years old. I do not want amphetamine. I mean I do, but I know I can't have it. PLUS like I said this doctor treats me like a junkie. I AM NOT A JUNKIE. I AM A DRUG ADDICT BUT i don't steal and run and get drugs for every cent that I do have in the bank. Some people think that of me on these boards. Listen I read all the advice and seriously I want to thank everyone of you who is trying to help me. I just feel like I want to give up because nothing seems like it is working. I can't do anything from posting here. Only support. I can print off the posts and show them to my doctor but i have mixed emotions on how she will react. She's a angry doctor. I need to get another doctor. I don't want to waste people's time here with something that I can't control, and I don't want to drain people of their energy to help me when I can't help myself. I do appriate all the advice that was given to me. I just really at this point feel im going to give up and just not handle what I can't control. I take caffeine pills everyday to help with my ADHD. It sounds crude but its the only way to treat something that my doctor will not treat me for.
I have to go but thank you for time.
Matt
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