Posted by floatingbridge on June 17, 2011, at 15:10:17
In reply to emsam is on the arm, posted by floatingbridge on May 4, 2011, at 13:11:44
It's back on the arm. It was started at 1/2 patch, was pulled back to 1/3 patch, back to half, until I started full patches again on Monday. I even have worn the previous day's alongside the old one. My pdoc knows about my reinstating the full patch against his wishes, but not the old patch/new patch.
I have more energy. For me.
Ifeel more irritable; not problematically so. Just unhappy. Maybe this is more like life.This time around there is no xanax. My choice. I now have ativan which doesn't
have much of a feeling to it. Xanax felt good. A bit happy.Happy pills. I don't know what to expect. Maybe this is good for me, and the rest is situational, psychological, genetically low bass note.
I am not recapturing any 'initial' response. Is that chasing the dragon?
Apathy & duty.
At least I am better than on that the old snri stew. Too much mood labilty.
I am afraid to ask if this is it.
fb
* and whoever gazes at the stars will never again be quite alone...
c-ptsd & attendant health concerns
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