Posted by sigismund on June 14, 2011, at 23:32:49
In reply to Re: A DRUG TO HIGH ME, posted by tepi on June 14, 2011, at 22:38:18
> Im living this hell and that this is gonna continue for all my life
Well, yeah, I know what you mean. Is it because you want to escape the prison so much that it is so hard to get out of? You know what Jesus said 'To him who has shall more be given, but to him who has not, even that which he has shall be taken away'.
I remember you talking about being between your parents when they were fighting, so perhaps things were not even so good before you were 15? Or did it start then?
(Coca leaf grows to the south of you, and people in your country are killed in their efforts to get cocaine into the US. But I certainly didn't mean cocaine. I meant coca. I'm just thinking out loud, Tep.)
If you can find someone (or some animal) who needs you, who only you can help.....I was feeling, rightly or wrongly, that this might be good for you......rather than you looking in from the outside at people and feeling that your illness prevents you from having the sorts of times you want.
Feeling useful and needed is good enough. Not as good as feeling attractive and desirable, of course.It's not fair, I know. But is there anything better than Nardil? And you stopped that because, if I recall correctly, you didn't think you were depressed. But was it not helpful at all?
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