Posted by floatingbridge on June 1, 2011, at 3:35:13
In reply to Guilt, wrt: repeated treatment failures, posted by zonked on May 31, 2011, at 20:01:40
Zonked, I always feel guilty. I actually have apologized when treatments fail. My pdoc has tried to help me with this, but right now, I think he is frustrated beyond his usual range. I guess I am very difficult. I tried to tell him in advance, but he insisted on learning through experience.
I'm hoping his frustration (if that's what it is) can clear up soon. He's either trying to get something through my tough skull or it's possible he's just had it. I mean, I think he thought I'd have 100% remission at one point. It's tough not to feel disappointed w/a goal like that :-/
* and whoever gazes at the stars will never again be quite alone...
c-ptsd & attendant health concerns
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