Posted by linkadge on March 27, 2011, at 19:39:05
In reply to Re: not good » 49er, posted by Phillipa on March 27, 2011, at 19:13:54
Yeah, I've been kind of doing without meds.
The only thing I take is lorazepam to try and reduce bouts of unremitting insomnia,
The main issue is that I don't feel in control at all. I'm scared and frightened most of the time, I fear food and have little appetite often.
I feel weak and often think I have some disease.
Amitriptyline psudo-worked for a little while, but its still just not getting to the heart of the problem. Anything that boosts monoamines just eventually revs me up.
I don't need extra energy, I need something that will just calm my nerves to the point that they can start to heal themselves. S/NRI's just jar my nerves.
Sedatives help a bit, but they do seem to make the depression worse and theres always rebound excitation.
Theres no peace in my life. Its very painful, and it just seems to go on and on.
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