Posted by floatingbridge on March 1, 2011, at 15:26:27
Hi,
I feel weird, and it scares me. It's the way the thoughts are. Why I am discontinuing Lyrica. There's a lot of psychic pain and a feeling like I could disappear like the Cheshire cat. Where does that cat go?
I'm afraid because of my son. Not that I would or could hurt him, but because I feel like I can't hold him right now. I want to lie in bed and, I don't know how to finish this sentence.
Stupidly I canceled my pdoc appt because we're broke and I don't want to sit around talking while I'm still dying inside.
I called to let him know I was discontinuing Lyrica because of the quality of thought, and since it is a pain med, another doc handles it, and my pdoc didn't ask about thoughts. I am
sensitive to perceived rejection. Stupidly so. I feel unsupported in my medication-
-it's prescribed for pain, yet it's a psych drug.My son asks why I look so sad. I have nowhere to hide. Please understand I
am not going to hurt myself or others. No threat, just not knowing what to do. I can't see any way of going away for awhile.I know my thinking isn't right. Can I stop the Lyrica? Yesterday I took 3 unread of four. Three dex instead of four. The insomnia is bad. I only have Sonata, and it doesn't put me to sleep anymore, but makes me drugged.
Thanks.
*keep a green tree in your heart
& a singing bird will come.
MDD & C-PTSD
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