Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on December 2, 2010, at 23:34:40
I see people talk about drugs and it's a real trigger to stay settled and hear the exact same symtomps that I had when I was taking what ever. See I know im an addict, because of the desperation i've done to get drugs. And really i've been told that medication isnt a drug, its medication but when the medication is taken away, it basically should be labeled "drug" because of the addiction that it gave. I've been taken off medication I once needed, its really amazing to know that if you need something and its taken away it causes misery. It's like taking away my prozac and letting me suffer iwth depression. I'm not suprised if there are doctors that are that cruel, but the doctor I see is pretty cruel, she won't do anything for any reason because im frankly labeled a drug addict with her but sure she'll treat her next patient fine. It's just because I have substance abuse on my record and my mother acted like some maniac and told everyone and ... whew im just a miserable person that needs to be dead. I want to be dead right now because there's no medication that is going to be tried because she thinks im drug addict and will not try any other substances, even if there non narcotic.
There's alot more people off that are more miserable than me, i need to stop acting like im the only one suffering. There is nothing I can do...
poster:rjlockhart04-08
thread:972266
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