Posted by Cydnie on November 19, 2010, at 17:13:06
In reply to Re: how long til lamictal side effects go away?, posted by morgan miller on November 19, 2010, at 14:51:43
Thanks so much - I am actually unsure if I can last through it. I suffer from a chronic pain autoimmune disorder, so having more pain on top, and having a baby who never wants to be put down (who I actually have to take to the bathroom each time I had diarrhea!! SO horrible) I feel at the end of my rope again, so I called a doc who treats with buprenorphine and is a colleague of my DH and made me an appt, sent me an e-mail with directions, and his price of $650! Last time this I found someone who treats with progressive meds, it was $1500, but this still ain't gonna work! I was so depressed when I was the e-mail and am back at square one. I know side effects are part of ADs, but have never had any that made me feel this sick. I can't do it, with the pain on top of my condition, I am just ready to fall apart. I know somewhere out there there are some good docs, with good hearts who can help. Right? Maybe just a run of back luck here - how many years. I can't do it, I feel like I'm losing it! I went through a month of waiting for my doc to get back because she wrote my pain rx wrong, and she just got back, and the cvs told me the new one was written wrong too. I feel like I'm going to lose it, I'm venting, I feel like I'm going nuts. $650, I can't do it without help. I can't do lamictal, nothing seems to work, I feel like giving up! I'm at the end of my rope, I can't take it anymore. Sorry, wow, this turned into a rant. I feel like I'm breaking down. There's only so much someone can take, and there's only so much physical pain someone can take and for so long. God, I thought I was a good person, I wonder what the heck I did wrong to deserve all of this. Wow, this ended much differently then I started. I just can't pretend I'm "together" anymore, I'm a freaking mess.
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