Posted by Maxime on October 10, 2010, at 23:27:44
I can't sleep and I feel very alone and I am scared.Scared of what is, and what may be.I don't want to live my life this way. I was really hoping I would feel better (like MUCH better) from the job, but I don't. I really like the job, but I am still really unhappy and depressed. Am I ever going to feel better? And how do I get rid of this weight?
I know I am depressed, but I was hoping that someone, somewhere might be able to help me. And that sense of FEAR that I have when it is so quiet at night. We have a dog and I know she would protect us, but I have always felt that someone or something is lurking in the dark right behind me.
Bipolar Type 2, ED-NOS, Self-hatred
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Being happy doesn´t mean the pain is gone. you just bury it deeper.
poster:Maxime
thread:965299
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