Posted by violette on September 20, 2010, at 6:59:14
In reply to Re: suicidality exhaustion... » violette, posted by Maxime on September 19, 2010, at 22:29:06
> why the hell I put on this earth. I think it was a mistake.
Actually, i am literally a mistake-my mother used birth control..but i was somehow born anyway. :)
I still get those feelings too...but it's getting better. Feeling 'damaged' or somehow defective is common w/those w/childhood attachment issues. Sometimes i act this out with thinking i'm more mentally 'disordered' than i really am, questioning my therapist-what about this, what about that...it takes time...and there are worse ways i could devalue myself if i wasn't aware of this.
Maxime, it sounds like you gotta lot going for you right now. I hope you can remind yourself of your uniqueness and accomplishments...your psychological insight..and as i always say-we need to have sensitive people out there in the world-it's a positive trait.
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