Posted by Maxime on September 11, 2010, at 21:35:59
In reply to Re: Quick update, posted by Maxime on September 5, 2010, at 12:31:26
Despite getting a job, I have to be honest and say that my thoughts are still very dark. Tonight is not a good night. I'm still thinking of suicide and wanting to kill myself. But how can that be? I should be thankful and relieved that I got that job.
I hate this so much. I wish I didn't have so many bad thoughts.
Bipolar Type 2, ED-NOS, Self-hatred
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Being happy doesn´t mean the pain is gone. you just bury it deeper.
poster:Maxime
thread:960651
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