Posted by Maxime on August 30, 2010, at 16:45:53
In reply to Re: Quick update » Maxime, posted by SLS on August 30, 2010, at 16:12:35
First, I saw my pdoc today. He says that he finds me interesting in that I keep on going on despite how crappy I feel. Then I told that I was really tired of "going on" and that I had plans to kill myself. We talked about that for while and other stuff too. He thinks it's good idea for me to go to the Centre.
He prescribe Dextradrine Spansules which I will try tomorrow.
Now here is the weird part. I was fired because .... I sent an email to one of my coworkers saying that I know that I had been fired and that I would come by to pick up my stuff. Then I had gone into the British Store and told them that I had fired. So I will never know if I was going to be fired, but now it's official. I left the store and went into the Metro bawling. The good thing about living in a big city, you can sit on bench bawling and no one will approach you.
So now I am on my way to the Centre. They don't have computers for the clients. But I will have to come home once a day to help my mum and if I have time I will post.
Thank you so much for your support. I really appreciate it.
Maxie
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