Posted by Preese768 on August 25, 2010, at 6:26:25
Well Hi everyone I'm new to the boards my name is Patrick. Hi everyone :)
I came to this board to see if anyone can help me out because i am dead scared to tell my doctor what goes on in my brain. I think he will think im a freak. We'll I would like to explain some of it here and maybe someone can give me some advice or suggestions what they think my diagnosis might be.
The past couple years i've been having these weird experiences when im usually alone by myself in my bedroom, or when i'm out on the road driving my car. But especially my bedroom. I let it get completely silent and i can vaguely hear someone yelling foul words at me like "Your a loser", "your a fa*". You get the point. At first,I ignored it because there's no one here. But for the last couple years when it happens all the time when its completely dead silence ill give these voices yell at me. I dont know why. I first thought maybe it could be the neighbors yelling at each other. But it wasnt. And it scares and frightens me where i literally my heart stats pounding and im scared of everything now. What can i do? I would be so ashamed to tell my doctor this, he would totally think im some nut, i was trying to think is it skitzophrenia? i dont know. I do take meds for depression and social anxiety. But i cant get rid of this problem and i hate it.
Sorry for the long post everyone. Considering it was my first, im sorry. I'm just trying to look for some guidance and maybe some help, if anyone could try and give me some sound advice, i would super appreciate it.
Patrick
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