Posted by manic 666 on June 7, 2010, at 8:49:20
In reply to Re: Don't know what to believe, posted by MrTook on June 6, 2010, at 14:41:06
all i no is i reached a stage in my life //where i couldnt hide it any more//i was ill from drinking at times to cover myself//people thought i didnt arrange to meet them as i was my own man//i could not make arangments as i didnt no how i woluld feel on the he day// if i could cover the slurring of my words ,or control my shakeing or thought pattern//i had reached a crossroads ,an i could not carry on //i needed help an bad//i became a recluse ,could not work an suicide on my mind//i found help????????well pretty sh*tty actually but it was a start//tried loads of meds //what else is there ,this was not a new thing to me it was a life time sh*t//it was only going to get worse//then i had a break through with prozac//the world was a place i had never been in before beautiful an full of coulor//it lasted 2 years but it had sown the seed in my brain there/was help//i would have killed myself without that little spark of life//i have been in a lot worse conditions since ,even suicide attept//brought on through bad p doc pratice//but what stuck in my mind is that one time i saw the world different//i have never got to be that good again bbbbbbbut it never leaves my head//so i would have been dead ///end off without meds// the post is a little old talk really //people killed themself in the hundreds before meds//it was just put down to save face //heart attack or simular//the pressures are far greater today//no more jobs for life//millions more people//asylums were bursting with patients ,,drugs an new meds have closed most down//how would a schizophrenic hold down a job without meds/or a bipolor patient//i think without meds the world would have nuked itself 10 years ago
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