Posted by floatingbridge on May 25, 2010, at 10:36:10
In reply to Re: uncertain, but certainly scr*wed, posted by bulldog2 on May 25, 2010, at 9:42:30
Oh, thank you for your posts. I'm a little embarrassed right now--there are some thoughts I spare my family.
Thinking through these three posts along w/ my day, I think I was shocked that my pdoc denied the affect of meds on sleep architecture. So he's not perfect. Yet he's also wonderful. This puts me in the driver's seat w/ meds and treatment, doesn't it? Some people might relish this. Scares the cr*p out of me.
Yes, I am quite passive. I'm waiting for someone or something to convince me that life is worth living or that I am worth living it. I don't expect that from anyone here :) I don't think that's why I posted.
I do get frightened pretty easily-- I'd love to go around under someone's wing all the time--yet everyone and everything points to using my own wings. I know, at least I think I'm getting it. But what if one's wings are defective. (Find a new metaphor?)
Thanks to the people of this forum.
MDD currently controlled. C-ptsd and comorbid health concerns. Chronic fatigue.
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