Posted by stargazer2 on May 23, 2010, at 13:26:00
In reply to Re: Best meds for ADD/Depression, posted by vaisforlovers on May 20, 2010, at 20:51:04
I'm in a bad way, do you think I should take nardil again...I stopped to try Vyvanse but now my depression has recurred and issues like ADD seem frivolous.
I'm just not sure of anything right now. I'm not even sure Nardil was doing all that much but right now I'm paralyzed with life and it's uncertanties. I'm afraid of living as it seems too difficut and uncertain, which is what life is.
Has anyone gotten to this point where the desire to live is gone? I know I have but have come back from it, but the recurrency of the situation has worn me down after 30 years. I see no way out and no real improvement despite the efforts I have made up until this point.
I still have no idea what happiness is, that is sad. Even with Nardil and other treatments, I did not get to a place where I was at peace with things. That is hard to realize.
SG2
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