Posted by willey on March 2, 2010, at 5:49:39
In reply to Staying Isolated, what's this a sign of?, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on February 28, 2010, at 19:31:12
Hey guy,my opinion but i hold it strongggg,its a branch from untreated depression.Depression i doubt stays put,untreated like a wart it sprouts,how so usualy depends on the person,the severity,etc,
but one might expect from on going unsuccessful treatment,...increase in anxiety,social avoidance,
hypersomnia,insomnia,parnoria,ocd like behaviur,defensive behaviour,bouts of rage(me)and on.Your situation sounds identical to mine,ill explain how i saw it,my room i unconsiouly made a safe haven,stacked it with my survival,anything i thought i needed,pc,weights,phone,etc,i kept there.
What this did was workand what happened s i hated the room being prisoneer for 6 years,but regardless it was my safe haven,where i went.
And like u became paranoid even going ou the room that parents were eye scoping me up and down.
If i went out,at times,id have a pulling feeling back to the room,and when i got there i collapsed.
There is a way out,i know it seems impossable,i cant get in depth unless i post an entire post,but ill say it takes some very specific drugs ,ones most known for social issues,and to that it takes somone,u have to find someone u can either spend time with,or push u easly,so it takes two sides,a chemical side,and a external side.
i cant mention the drug that helped me,but parnate also did so,so i imagine u being on i believe a ssnri might waana add a dopamine med like mirapex.
I only can assume though,hope u work through it,takes a lot of time,and dont let know one push u if and when chooose to start the process of changing it.
P.S Little incentive,like u had tons of problems with moms,arguments non stop,lead to me maced and injail etc,but yet i still felt attacthed,much as i wanted away i felt like a bird not ready to leave its mother regardless of the horrid situations.
Heres the kicker,when u do get past it,in terms of finding someone to maybe move with,in short time the change is dramatic and you wont worry about mom no more,my mother eve though i paid rent and she was a house wife kicked me out in verbal terms everyday of my own home,now she calls and complains i dont call her to let her know im ok,well she had her chancei i pleaded for sympapthy and help,instead was accused of pill popping,obssesed with the term depression and so on,and funny the woman i left with said,"you watch shell do a 360 the min u are actualy gone and she relaises it,and thats what happened."
Point is,i know it doesent matter how many people make it sound so easy to leave ur mommas house,i know its like a invisable chain,but i also have to tell you its a bomb ticking man and u do need to find ur own way of seriously escaping it before lines are crossed that cant be fixed.wish u luck.
poster:willey
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