Posted by inanimate peanut on January 5, 2010, at 16:13:43
In reply to Re: hmmmm, posted by willey on January 5, 2010, at 13:04:15
I'm trying to get rid of the residual depression that keeps me from functioning. My anxiety level is actually pretty good. The Parnate has stopped me from being suidical or crying all the time, which I am thankful for beyond words. Now I just find no pleasure in living, have no motivation, and can't make myself do anything that needs to be done.
The only sense of purpose I have is to try to get better. I'm on leave from work now, but that runs out March 26, and if I have to go back without getting better than this I know I will lose my job. If I lose my job, I lose my apartment, insurance, meds, etc. So I'm kind of hurrying on a deadline here since I only can trial so many things before March 26. At this point, I'm making a list of things to try, hence so many questions about this and that, and then I'll decide what order to try them in.
poster:inanimate peanut
thread:932573
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