Posted by uncouth on December 23, 2009, at 18:53:08
In reply to Re: Rejection sensitivity and I want to die again, posted by bleauberry on December 23, 2009, at 18:42:58
Thank you for your wonderful post bleu. You are right.
This med regime is already my "new" one and i'm hesitant to switch anything suddenly. Why do you say ditch wellbutrin? Is it less strong in the NE/ DA dept than nortryptiline? Effexor has been my frienemy for many years off and on, but I think a low dose might be worthwhile, say 150mg. At 300mg I go hypomanic.
Zyprexa pulled me out of the depths, and abilify prevents the weight gain. I don't like being on two a/p for sure. Memantine did nothing, tianeptine i'm tempted by all the theory of it's neurotrophic effects, deplin seems like a good supplement.
I didn't even list all the supplements and herbs i'm on either, which is probably a whole other post :(
I think, well, i'm afraid, that the meds are my idol. But I don't know how to relate to them differently. I hate to have to worship them. Do I just go off them all together? What's the answer...i don't know :(
-uncouth
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