Posted by sam K on September 20, 2009, at 12:00:59
In reply to Re: Coffee for depression, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on September 20, 2009, at 11:31:13
yea I know what you mean!!! but rj.. I hate to say Ive left those types of "feelings" behind because I recognize them as grandiosity and mania stuff. You seem like a grandiose person? You said that you have a hurtful relationship within your household?
Gradiosity stems from feeling powerless. You feel like you lost control of yourself and future, so you make up grandiose things to replace that feeling of powerlessness.
I have strong feelings of destiny, health (like I can feel my brain working and I know what chemicals are moving), etc. These, for me, I have recognized as my grandiosity.
My manic depression is so freaking interesting. I feel almost psychic sometimes, I have mental hallucinations. So strange, yet so interesting. I feel like some one is behind me sometimes, like if I'm laying down, I feel like someone is in the room sneaking up on me. I feel false presenses.
But I have never full out hallucinated ever, like visually.
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