Posted by willyeee on September 6, 2009, at 22:40:08
In reply to Parnate day 1, posted by g_g_g_unit on September 6, 2009, at 22:23:00
My friend a day of 10 mg parnate is nothing to expect.One thing about parnate is even when it doesent seem to lift depression,it takes the gut wrenching fear of depression away.Sorta like ok im depressed f- it.At its worst it numbs you without decreasing cognitve action like ssris which made me feel dumb as a brick.
One thing about parnate is it made me very confrontational because i felt numb and brave,hence maybe the enhanced social action of the drug,you dont really fear much.
Even today im just learning how to control my temper on this drug.
NOTE: I only speak of course from my own perspective,this id hope goes without saying.
> took my first dose of 10mg this morning (5 hours ago). felt a little stimulated, but not in a pleasant or uplifting way. i feel sad ... like nothing will help me at this point ... like no drug will ever get me thinking clearly again ... that all i'm doing is ingesting panaceas designed to numb me to that fact. it's way too early to be complaining, i realise, but still ... OCD is plaguing me with doubts ...
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> i have this mental itinerary of all the things i should be doing to make my life better ... exercising, reading, socializing, but don't have the will or executive function to even begin structuring a 'day'. still, for some reason i keep telling myself that i'm not depressed. sorry, i'm just so bored ... it feels like i live my life waiting out doctor and specialist visits. i'm going to go out for a walk now. it's the least i can do ...
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