Posted by ihatedrugs on August 31, 2009, at 14:15:29
How many more b-days will there be feeling like this. I am very sad. Not really depressed but sad in the sense of how much I have lost. I know I shouldn't complaint since I have my kids and husband and they are all successful. Did get the short end of the stick? Don't get me wrong, I'd much rather it be me suffering than anyone I love but it still hurts. It is hard to get excited about the future. After so many med trials and all kinds of treatment it is difficult to hope for a future full of tranquility and bliss.
Blah Birthday to me!
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