Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on July 7, 2009, at 23:34:22
In reply to invisible?, posted by floatingbridge on July 7, 2009, at 22:34:07
I know, similar to what your saying, not being heard.....say if your saying something, that's even relevent to that topic, people are arrogant at times, believe me, I've seen this in life.
What changed about me, I got over the top, saying something that would catch alot of people's attention, subcounsiously, yet I do understand, what an unheard feeling feels like. Alot of years, it took cognitive changing of the image, the ego, who i was, and who i am now. That was back then, people blew me off, yet the mind will start to see, understand the issue, because you have innercompassion for your soul, your mind. It's like something inside that was, there at one time, and your past that point, it's still there, the memory. It's complicated, because I just self-evolved into another person. Yet, I know what this means, because 4-6years ago, this was prevalent most of life. Feeling.....not needed/causing depression/ dripping sorrow/ it finally came to a "collapse". People can be blinded by their arrogance, when, truely in their heart, they put it down, they see what happened, it's also an issue they have, the same thing, only having a law attraction about them, looks, personality, knowing a catch thing to say and everyone sync in with it, alot of times, i've been hit bad in the past, you know who is going to push your button's, or what button's you know that are a weakness, slowdown, meditate, and come to a point where you connect with what people are in sync with. Times can be tough, the past, the memories, can keep you [anyone back] in time, and not with reality, or the social world, of "talk". Their are people who think high of themselves, as a matter of inflation, it goes really high, and then it deflates back down, below than what they see their ownself as.
Think of a catchy tune, [yet, never get it stuck in your head]. That's on the radio, or has a "direct" beat, it slowly gives your mind a personality to relate to the words/the beat/ the rythem of the music.
One thing, you cannot really rely on people, man, I know that's......sometimes [you/anyone ca feel abandoned], yet you start your "own" survival, and your own....."harmonistic, dynamic" way of dealing with people who, are not nice, rude, or they don't catch on with you. I've been there, some aspect's I still do. You build a strong image, and know your weak point's that will hit, instead of "quaratine" them, because they are going to break out, at some trigger in life.
Alot of people, dis'd me in the passed, i dissed them back, yet then....they hate me, "Well... fine, grit those teeth, because that's just going to make them bitter and rip them apart inside"
Yet, it will start gossip, and attacks, to you, even...."they started it, you ended it". I love walking around in life, and it seems like kindergarden, people just forget, even teacher gossip about student's like to pick on them. Humilate them, I had a teacher in 11th grade, could not stand, she was the Student Counsil Leader, and had people "postive" images, yet they talked trash alone. Really, just go up to them "take a look at who they are, the truth", and it set's things straight. No fake images, no loving words, then inside they have black bitterness, and don't have the awnser.
Say to someone: "If you can't do it right, don't do it all". That will piss them off, but it will put them, in awareness of where they really stand. They will hate, it.
Depression, it's not life, really when you have chemical imbalance, people don't understand why....the way, you feel. Kinda like a diffrent model car's they all function diffrent, and if there was a defiencany, it function's diffrent, sometimes it can be a gift, in the humility, you feel.
Nurturing sometimes yourself, because knowing youself inside, you will know how everything, function's, and eventaully you will see you emotional blueprint, yet you can't control it, it's just a blueprint, yet you know what direction's are going to. What caused them, what was the 1st problem in the first root of it all.
You are heard, [indirectly] through the net, cared about.
rj
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