Posted by ParnateStarted2008 on July 1, 2009, at 22:00:54
In reply to Re: Hi.. Damn Zanax!!!!!!, posted by Phillipa on July 1, 2009, at 10:53:41
> I'm archaic but when panic attacks very severe worked like a charm. Took miltown 400mg and valium 5mg TID and did drink three beers nightly. Now still take benzos 40 years later. But strangly have been on and off them through the years with no withdrawal. Since they didn't know of withdrawal then a part of me feels it's psychological. Now that it's known I can still lower at will and only take less than l0mg of valium only at night and less than .25 xanax. But now tolerant. Parnate glad you got a job but sad that your anxiety is so high. Have you started yet? Could be when mind occupied with work you will need less klonopin. Write. Love Phillipa/J
LOL Phillipa your not archaic but thats funny.. haha, nice to hear ya.
Yes I started my job. Im setting up giant outdoor tents and chairs for big events like wedding, small fairs, etc etc. My boss is too good to be true. He's one of my best friends dad and Im great friends with their family.. so thats good. im glad they havent asked me why I quit school and do nothing... They know that I can be one hell of a riot, they think im bipolar, they drink in the evening and dont mind drinking so when i visit them Im always in a great mood because I drink with them.. im not drinking while I work for him. The clonazepam/Parnate im sure will let me work hard and focused. That will be great because it will be a great reference. (first job in over a year).
Ill have to keep you posted.. I cant guarentee I wont get agorphobic again. HA I better not!!!
Phillipa.. WHy can some people get away with such small doses of benzo's??? If I were you id be at 10000grams/day of valium and zanax... just kiddin but why do I need so much for me to feel anything at all.
Right now I drink 6 beer/coolers and about 5oz of vodka in the evening... GOD I want a drug to work and get back to psychotherapy. WHen I feel better and dont have debilitating anxiety I dont drink at ALL, unless socially. I gotta get off the liquor because im sure it will screw up any med regime I try..
Im glad your on such a small amount of benzo's and Luvox.. I know its not helping you enough but hey! Its 2009 and Psychotropics are getting better.. We shall arrive at "cure"(way better crutches) soon for these mental wounds soon.
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